(This blog was actually written Feb 6, 2007)
Hey everybody! as the video said I have been pretty sick over the past few days, but Father is definitely working in my life and showing me what it means to rely on Him.
I think since the time that I have been here I have become aware of a few things in my life. One of which I will share with you now. As Christians, when we are safely in our comfort zone I think we are inclined to be able to "survive" everyday life without consistent time with our Father. What I mean by this is that we are able to go a few days, and not necessarily see a huge difference in our emotional reaction to situations, or a change in our moods, or really feel a sort of desperation because of our lack of quality time with Father. I say this because I became a sort of "master" at this when I was in the States. I'm not saying that my spiritual life was great by any stretch of the imagination but there wasn't a noticeable difference in my life. Since I have been here, I have realized that I'm not afforded the same kind of undisciplined life that I was in the States. Being stretched out of my comfort zones, and not being consistent in my time with God has done a number on my emotions and reactions to people. So what I've learned more than anything is what it really means to rely on God, and having Him be the source of comfort no matter the uncomfortable circumstances I have faced.
Anyway, thats my story and I'm sticking to it! See ya soon!
Kenny